I've been gone for a while.
I don't really want to stay anymore here or on any social media site. It has become in a way, worry-some, I believe.
Stuff's coming up, and shit's hitting the fan.
I also cannot seem to shake off my negativity. Which is weird because I would have been able to.
I can't concentrate anymore also, can't seem to do my work right and when I think I do great I end up messing up even more.
Would it be bad to say that in a way I feel detached? From life?
Like I see everyone living life and going through the motions and I just feel stuck.
I am going to chalk it up to my subconscious being a dick and foreshadowing me and my anxiety of finishing 11th grade and going on to 12th and then having to deal with adult life.
Heck I feel like I already am. I think I may start running to clear m head when the weather gets better.
Sorry for the info dump. Needed it off. Also Im going to take Kingdoms and Courts and Bloodlines off due to the multiple mistakes. Going to put them up when they are edited and free.